As mothers it's easy to start to put everyone first and give yourself the crumbs. Not long ago I was involuntarily fasting. I had enough food for my son and he wanted to more so I gave it to him and I prayed and read and I remember feeling like "how did I get here?" but I was reminded that this may be my now but it's not my forever. I want to encourage you to keep moving forward. Don't get stuck where you are, don't allow your dreams to sit and harden like a pot of cold grits. Pick up a pen and start writing out your goals and dreams, start researching how you can start right where you are. Whatever your "it" may be, START and let nothing- NO THING and NO ONE stand in your way. We can teach our children everything we know but reality is, our children absorb what they see us do more than what we've said. Be the example. I remember having doubts about this faith walk and questioning my stability, it's like everything is always changing in someway. But the peace of God outweighs the doubt and fear that tries to bull me at times, I've had this unction to homeschool my son but got sucked into the "this is how things are done" way of life. But this school year I will be homeschooling my son. In the midst of all that I have going on, I know that I don't want him falling through the cracks, I know that he has gifts and a purpose and that as his earthly parent it's my responsibility to water his gifts and interests and help him hone in on what God has planted on the inside of him. Ya'll I was terrified and felt overwhelmed and bogged down by "HOW" until I made a decision to focus on "WHO"- God wont lead us to do things so we will fail. I firmly believe that the more uncomfortable we are the more glory reflects up to our Father in Heaven. Whatever you're being led to do, or start comment below and let's touch and agree with one another. I want to stand in agreement with you.
Go be great!